so long didn't update le hahas. i really feel like shit nowadays, everything when haywire, i don't even know what should i do now, really negative. sometimes i feel so out in the group i really don't feel like thinking too far again. don't even know who regard me as a friend now.

deleted some of my posts because a lot of people assumed it's them, sigh. woke up quite late today so didn't go out :D~ i guess period of time doesn't meant much in friendships~~ just normal friends ya.

i actually liked my new hairstyle, really but i still prefer longer hair actually. damn i can't wait for my brother has internet access soon, i can't sleep man. i slept alot this week, really. so damn bored when my brother's is using my computer while i use laptop, don't ask me why he doesn't use the laptop if it's the same platform and it has frozen throne in it, i don't like to use this laptop because my l33t games are over my computer and my back aches from staring at the laptop.

ordered mc delivery just now =x so full siols. actually wanted to sleep at 9pm but was too tired, so slept at 6pm, initially thought i could sleep till 6am, but my brother woke me up, by using my computer, geez and he just went to sleep. when will the new desk come ._. i want to sleep in peace somtimes.

okay, now all sensitive posts will be on my another blog, hehe. anyw, mr. azlan was so furious today, i guess he was really disappointed about our behavior, we didn't gave him enough respect, i think, sigh. damn, my classmates are all playing with this blueberry water thingy, kinda gross and damn sticky too, ._.

kay lol going to sleep now, for an hour @_@ damn, i am gonna drop dead when i am in school, just finished re-watching Howl's Moving Castle, lolz, shouldn't have watched it.. Anyway, Happy Birthday Jasmine, best wishes~~

i always told myself this, always, the unspoken truth, i knew it and i did it. i really want to type out the rest, but.. i can't private post, so it's epic phail. played sf with meng for 4 hours today! :D~ i am back bishes.

didn't go to school today so slept until 4pm so late siols. afterward cooked spaghetti, i can cook okays :D! have been playing granado espada this few days ~ gonna play with meng as soon as he dowloaded it finish.

Cut my hair today, sooo ugly, geez!! Maybe I don't like this hairstyle, too short I think.

my hair get caught today :( sigh, it was kinda a light warning so as long as i don't see my dm i am all safe, so gotta hide from her today onwards~!

guess what i have been doing these 4 hours? playing with blog skins, lol i kinda screwed it up but i think i need to sleep now, need to wake up in 3 hours time omgwtfbbqz. ~

geez, shall not talk about it. can i have another looong holiday? the fatigue is catching up soon. damn, i can't reformat my comp as my dad has some document inside and does not want to transfer it. ._.





We can't last afterall ..